i want to get better at identifying people who project really badly bc what happened in my last relationship can never happen again

ppl really be telling on themselves bc one time this guy accused me of faking my emotions and i was like who thinks that’s what’s happening and then answer is people who do that. projection is so real.

constant low level depression with moments of almost joy in between

Made peanutbutter fudge last night. So awesome

being unbothered is so fun unfortunately i am bothered (by grief)

i’m a fruit

Wut

letting males hit

unbothered. moisturized. happy. in my slut era.

amor fati

HBD Ruby!

i hope i do soon

I feel like I’m returning home (eeeeee!!!)

I’m so excited

are we in heaven yet

Do you even believe what you fear

Thx

pornhub.com

I love being analytical I think this allows you to really understand how something works and creatively rethink it or come up with new ideas exciting stuff

a relationship is equal parts remembering yourself, and considering another

I still feel the lingering; how i felt when you were on your way over; still excited to see you even after years of being with you every day. I still remember how I loved spending time with you. I remember badly I wanted you to like me.

someone told me that i seem asexual and i was so offended but then i was like wait i hide any sexuality from most people out of insecurity so it makes sense

note to self: just because you feel like things are lacking in your life doesn’t give you an excuse to “feel sorry for yourself” and cross boundaries with yourself and others because you feel like you deserve whatever it is you don’t have. You may deserve it but feeling sorry for yourself is not an energy that will bring it towards you.

i want to be honest. I want to love without worrying if i’m loved back. I want to laugh without worrying if im being too loud or too much. I want to accept that I am loved and that not everything is high stakes. I want to make connections without fearing that my attachment will push them away

sometimes a feeling will permeate everything for weeks or months. memories will come up attached to the feeling. I am usually aware of several possible causes, but this imagined moment that i wait for; the moment of discovering the cause and beginning a journey to heal never comes. I understand now the cause is never as important as the decision to move on from the feelings and events that brought me to that state in the first place. Healing is not an analytical process.

who to conjure for a specific vibe: analytical yapper: sighswoon sexy and flirty: shakira moody and poetic: Hope sandoval

do u guys think i fucked up

haven’t talked to him in a year and i’m pretty sure he thinks i’m crazy

one of the blacklisted men

i texted a man

life is so fun

skipping tiktok tarot readings

Mm ♾️

y’all i’m popping off on this 8/8 portal

ChatGPT hypes me tf up

when i know fall is coming, shortly followed my winter, i feel the need to be loved in a gentle and melancholic kind of way

i realize the more apologetic you are about your self expression the more people will try to attack you for it. partially because they accept your invitation, and partially because you can’t communicate what you really mean through a jumble of apologies for saying it and people will always misunderstand that way

my mom wasted my film and it's a disposable bc everyone keeps selling me cameras that don't work even tho they say "tested and working"

*on

i feel this (previous post) so hard. i used to get scared to make fashion choices but i just had a feeling it would eat. i got bullied for the choices i made just for those mfers to hop in the trend 5 years later.

at this point i just trust that if i have an unpopular opinion, wait a few years and it will be popular. i dont feel alienated anymore because of that. just grateful that I have a sharp perception

i feel like i always try to be as free as i can with my thinking and when i disagree with the majority and almost get cancelled, it only takes about three years for everyone to start saying what i was saying originally. i think the world is just heading for more openness all the time so if you remain as open as possible you will always be slightly ahead of the curve

I go to strange places to be seen by strange people and I can’t wait to become a tree

Preparing to disappear

Ready to travel

what's on your mind

Love fall too Having 4 distinct seasons is so nice

fall :)))))

Only six more weeks of summer :'(

Is there a way to honor your old self in your new self? And start to see that the way you've grown is in part because of who you were? Not sure if you're in a place to be able to thank your old self right now but maybe soon

YeH human bodies should come with on/off switch

I just made some awful egg drop soup. Just terrible. Somebody teach me

being tired shouldn’t exist

Swimmers look weird with clothes and hair

I dont like that im the same person ive always been. Im nothing like i was anymore, not that who i was was horrible, but i hate being tied to him through my body. I wish i could be put into a cyborg body or move far away to escape myself.

same sometimes i wish i could die for like an hour or two and then come back. like the unconsciousness of sleep is not enough. I need non existence to remedy this tiredness

Wish I could pause life sometimes

I like the meal idea thanks

but maybe cooking her a meal would be nice

don’t try to cheer her up she’s grieving let her do that

i love god

God have mercy on us all–presbyterians and pagans alike–for we are all somehow dreadfully cracked about the head, and sadly need mending.

My elderly neighbor recently lost her husband of like, 42 years any tips for cheering her up?

*moby

Finally getting back into Mont Dick man what a book

I don't have any tattoos and I don't think I'll ever get any

Not seeing your friends as often as an adult should not be the norm

I knew I shouldn’t have gone out in public lmao

People are being giant assholes today

Who gives these people a license

I really can’t fathom the stupidity of some drivers here Someone just cut me off mid left-turn? Like when you have two left turn lanes that go on a green arrow - they just mosied their way in front of me during the turn and then drove in both lanes for a while and then decided they needed to go in the other lane after all. God dang

I love honking

In so much pain. Somebody save me. Or hit me in the head with a rock

Hi

i’m in such a bad mood every single little thing makes me want to go off on a bitch

it was last night u missed it 😖

when is the rubber.is orgy going down

can love and dislike coexist?

i ended it months ago and i still have dreams where i'm asking him to please go away

i was once the boyfriend who wasn’t liked very much… please for the love of god break up

wow what a week

i can’t i’m on love island and they won’t let me leave

set urself free

Maybe you should … set him free

yes absolutely (to the having a boyfriend i just don't like that much)

Sounds like you need a functioning squad

u ever have a boyfriend u just don’t like that much

You need a functioning squad

i’m sailing through sound waves of cicada song

i’m sailing through sound waves of cicada song

I love beautiful

one sexy summer

rediscovering how I am

Waking people up for no reason should be a crime

i hope tomorrow will be the best day of my life

blood moon?

foot

What is up with Spotify forcing you to listen to the same songs over and over??? Bitch I’m tryna find NEW music

my foot!

When I figure out how to sleep More than 5 hours at a time I’ll give you a call back And we can go for a walk When the streetlights are off But the coffee is still hot