8/29/2024 1:48 PM—anonymousanonymous—nullif everybody is worthy of everything then the spectrum of worth does not exist and is an imaginary concept. worth is not the question; the question is will you allow yourself happiness?
8/29/2024 1:37 AM—anonymousanonymous—nulljust realized i spent the last year in total emotional disconnection from myself because i didn’t want to admit i was feeling anything
8/29/2024 1:06 AM—anonymousanonymous—nullsometimes a normal night just becomes a turning point in life
8/28/2024 2:52 PM—anonymousanonymous—nullDoes anyone actually know what this place is. Its just saved on my homescreen
8/27/2024 11:22 PM—anonymousanonymous—nullsometimes spiraling out of control is actually spiraling through the chaos into control
8/27/2024 11:20 PM—anonymousanonymous—nullthere are certain people who should get the Fuck away from me
8/27/2024 11:19 PM—anonymousanonymous—nullthis website is like that scene in fleabag where they go to the quaker meeting
8/27/2024 4:43 PM—anonymousanonymous—omgoh my good i mean god i mean god is good i mean good is god who out here distrusting love when love is patient who out here trusting distrust when trust is innocence
8/27/2024 11:41 AM—anonymousanonymous—nullThe butterflies in your stomach are a trauma bond about to happen 🦋👐
8/27/2024 8:38 AM—anonymousanonymous—nullI thought I was done with grief but grief creeps in through cracks of soft love where I thought the flow had clotted
8/26/2024 11:01 AM—anonymousanonymous—nullhow to be emotionally open and loving after being gaslit for having emotions and getting my heart broken?
8/25/2024 8:13 AM—anonymousanonymous—nullSometimes projection is more comfortable than confronting reality
8/25/2024 8:13 AM—anonymousanonymous—nullOr no goodness without the contrast of evil...at this point I don't think it's possible for one or the other to exist in a vacuum
8/25/2024 2:32 AM—anonymousanonymous—nullif you have any intentions at all, you will make mistakes; like how there is no shadow without light.
8/25/2024 2:17 AM—anonymousanonymous—nulli want to get better at identifying people who project really badly bc what happened in my last relationship can never happen again
8/25/2024 2:16 AM—anonymousanonymous—nullppl really be telling on themselves bc one time this guy accused me of faking my emotions and i was like who thinks that’s what’s happening and then answer is people who do that. projection is so real.
8/25/2024 2:09 AM—anonymousanonymous—nullconstant low level depression with moments of almost joy in between
8/24/2024 1:16 AM—anonymousanonymous—nullbeing unbothered is so fun unfortunately i am bothered (by grief)
8/16/2024 2:16 PM—anonymousanonymous—nullI love being analytical I think this allows you to really understand how something works and creatively rethink it or come up with new ideas exciting stuff
8/14/2024 11:31 PM—anonymousanonymous—nulla relationship is equal parts remembering yourself, and considering another
8/14/2024 2:14 PM—anonymousanonymous—nullI still feel the lingering; how i felt when you were on your way over; still excited to see you even after years of being with you every day. I still remember how I loved spending time with you. I remember badly I wanted you to like me.
8/14/2024 9:23 AM—anonymousanonymous—nullsomeone told me that i seem asexual and i was so offended but then i was like wait i hide any sexuality from most people out of insecurity so it makes sense
8/14/2024 9:20 AM—anonymousanonymous—nullnote to self: just because you feel like things are lacking in your life doesn’t give you an excuse to “feel sorry for yourself” and cross boundaries with yourself and others because you feel like you deserve whatever it is you don’t have. You may deserve it but feeling sorry for yourself is not an energy that will bring it towards you.
8/13/2024 11:58 PM—anonymousanonymous—nulli want to be honest. I want to love without worrying if i’m loved back. I want to laugh without worrying if im being too loud or too much. I want to accept that I am loved and that not everything is high stakes. I want to make connections without fearing that my attachment will push them away
8/13/2024 7:29 PM—anonymousanonymous—nullsometimes a feeling will permeate everything for weeks or months. memories will come up attached to the feeling. I am usually aware of several possible causes, but this imagined moment that i wait for; the moment of discovering the cause and beginning a journey to heal never comes. I understand now the cause is never as important as the decision to move on from the feelings and events that brought me to that state in the first place. Healing is not an analytical process.
8/13/2024 9:05 AM—anonymousanonymous—nullwho to conjure for a specific vibe: analytical yapper: sighswoon sexy and flirty: shakira moody and poetic: Hope sandoval
8/11/2024 11:30 PM—anonymousanonymous—nullhaven’t talked to him in a year and i’m pretty sure he thinks i’m crazy
8/8/2024 2:35 PM—anonymousanonymous—nullwhen i know fall is coming, shortly followed my winter, i feel the need to be loved in a gentle and melancholic kind of way
8/8/2024 1:56 PM—anonymousanonymous—nulli realize the more apologetic you are about your self expression the more people will try to attack you for it. partially because they accept your invitation, and partially because you can’t communicate what you really mean through a jumble of apologies for saying it and people will always misunderstand that way
8/8/2024 1:05 PM—anonymousanonymous—nullmy mom wasted my film and it's a disposable bc everyone keeps selling me cameras that don't work even tho they say "tested and working"
8/8/2024 1:02 PM—anonymousanonymous—nulli feel this (previous post) so hard. i used to get scared to make fashion choices but i just had a feeling it would eat. i got bullied for the choices i made just for those mfers to hop in the trend 5 years later.
8/8/2024 12:56 PM—anonymousanonymous—nullat this point i just trust that if i have an unpopular opinion, wait a few years and it will be popular. i dont feel alienated anymore because of that. just grateful that I have a sharp perception
8/8/2024 12:54 PM—anonymousanonymous—nulli feel like i always try to be as free as i can with my thinking and when i disagree with the majority and almost get cancelled, it only takes about three years for everyone to start saying what i was saying originally. i think the world is just heading for more openness all the time so if you remain as open as possible you will always be slightly ahead of the curve
8/8/2024 11:40 AM—anonymousanonymous—nullI go to strange places to be seen by strange people and I can’t wait to become a tree
8/7/2024 9:55 PM—anonymousanonymous—nullIs there a way to honor your old self in your new self? And start to see that the way you've grown is in part because of who you were? Not sure if you're in a place to be able to thank your old self right now but maybe soon
8/7/2024 8:42 PM—anonymousanonymous—nullI just made some awful egg drop soup. Just terrible. Somebody teach me
8/6/2024 4:27 PM—anonymousanonymous—nullI dont like that im the same person ive always been. Im nothing like i was anymore, not that who i was was horrible, but i hate being tied to him through my body. I wish i could be put into a cyborg body or move far away to escape myself.
8/5/2024 11:23 PM—anonymousanonymous—nullsame sometimes i wish i could die for like an hour or two and then come back. like the unconsciousness of sleep is not enough. I need non existence to remedy this tiredness
8/4/2024 6:10 PM—anonymousanonymous—nullGod have mercy on us all–presbyterians and pagans alike–for we are all somehow dreadfully cracked about the head, and sadly need mending.
8/4/2024 5:00 PM—anonymousanonymous—nullMy elderly neighbor recently lost her husband of like, 42 years any tips for cheering her up?